Jazmee27 
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Thanks David-I'll try to be more accepting and not second-guess everything (why is it that others who overanalyze things really annoy me, but when it's me doing it it's a different matter entirely?)
Reply #241. Sep 25 10, 8:03 PM
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satguru
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No more to report yet, except I'm finding more and more climate charts that have been played about with, indicating this is how they do it all. But if so then do they really assume they can't be spotted? I presume they are under some form of international protection so basically do what they are told rather than anything on their own accord. I'm making a file and report and see what happens next.
Of course inspiration comes from outside by its nature, so if that's what you need you can't provide it yourself any more than you can company. The mad woman on Facebook never came back after her last attack on me, she clearly assumes she is right and washed her hands of it all, as so many before her. All it did was show me she wasn't the person she claimed to be and one less genuine teacher, rather a damaged soul with no tolerance of anyone who doesn't follow their every demand. She doesn't come here but if she did I doubt she'd take any notice what I said anyway.
I'll see tomorrow if the doctor adds anything experimental or keeps things as they are. If I can find anything that covers the anxiety all the time rather than as and when it'll be a bonus. We all need help sometimes to feel OK and no point pretending we don't if we do is there?
After that I am free, like the cat returning home from the vet and running across the garden on arrival. I won't be digging a little hole and doing my business when I do but whatever the human equivalent would be of letting it all hang out, and then the mad rush on Thursday to try and get a copy of my magazine if they don't post it as I asked. I'll need to phone around first as the two outlets they mentioned have no knowledge of it locally, and if only in the biggest (Brent Cross) it'll also mean the Marks & Spencer food trip next door there. I'll have to phone Grace soon as well, and is very odd having a woman over who nags me about getting married while not actually being my girlfriend. She's not religious but won't do a thing unless I do (ie I am still looking elsewhere). That's a deal you'd have to be in love to accept and even then is pure blackmail (not that she intends it, it's her friends and family pushing her).
This despite the ups and downs is currently a very quiet life. Like climate change most of it is theoretical, or please god not nearly as bad as expected if ahead of me. If a higher power is ever talking through me it does sometimes take a lot of hearing. I don't think it came in at all today although may be wrong. |
Reply #242. Sep 27 10, 3:31 PM
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So what's the world record for a doctor's appointment (no, I'm not complaining, it's a good thing for me). Three minutes? Had I not had a small list of questions that would have been down to two. But in and out, had my ear inspected and told the tablets from the chemist were better than the prescribed stuff for, er, botty problems. So we're all happy now and I have my tablets. He was downstairs today (presumably they don't all have their own rooms) so wasn't shunted to the black hole this time which was the killer element last visit.
So I'm free now, will probably have to go to Brent Cross on Thursday if they have my magazine (unless by some miracle they actually send the writers one directly and please god don't charge either- it's up to over £6 and I want three) and probably Marks & Spencer tomorrow before I run out of meals. I haven't heard what the ex is doing yet- the man she was living with kicked her out, her mother won't have her and was going to speak to her husband to see if he could persuade her to come home before they went their separate ways. IE I don't want her on the streets (she was booted out of another friend after five days) trying to return here thank you. If Grace is the cat ex is the parrot, waffling all day without listening and constantly repeating herself. I have been requested to call him myself but don't want to put any pressure on considering it's not my problem.
And the eye test is next now, I can see fine but due to glaucoma in the family have to go twice as often as normal regardless. My reading was getting harder and harder when I started needing bifocals, and hopefully settled down now as it's over £200 (more now I have sunglasses) to change all the lenses over if they are different yet again. I can usually see and seem ok from here though.
Otherwise the insurance company still hasn't paid me for the work I did for them, and waiting for yet another call back. I've got one person twice a week at the moment so filling the car with petrol if nothing else. If I get any more work from the article it'll be a definite bonus but wouldn't get paid by the look of it even if I did.
I will now catch up some quizzing and see if I can get the invertebrate badge. I've always been fascinated by them and wrote a few of them myself. |
Reply #243. Sep 28 10, 9:45 AM
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Day off today, plan to Marks & Spencer, client called (the one I see on the phone, if that makes sense), and then the rain got worse and worse and will rely on Mr Birdseye for tonight at least rather than eat anything with actual food in it. Actually the Birdseye meals are pretty good, just a fraction of what I'd normally eat and for the price of double the amount. If you can't cook then find one...
That woman who had a go popped up again yesterday, sent me a pretty useful video and then continued the same bollocking she started last time. She has no sensitivity or objectivity, and can only just see it as it takes all sorts. She blames everyone for their own problems. Yes, of course.
Tomorrow I will be phoning the shops to see where I can get the magazine, and then posting links wherever I can. I hope Smiths opposite M&S will have it this time, if not in the usual place then in Brent Cross where they both reside together as well. And (sorry guys) ear wax. Thank goodness after a year of a nasty ear problem the doctor signed it off despite still aching from time to time, and mentioned the wax. I've never done anything for it before especially since a doctor on the radio said we needed it, but it's Otex for me once the rain stops. That should be fun.
So besides christening my new phone service (Virgin banned direct dial discount companies so I had to join a new one which takes the money from me rather than my normal phone bill) I've been streetviewing all day, just to eliminate roads so far but if there's anything hiding I'll find it. Nothing wrong with a rest, there's two hours of TV at 8 and plenty of videos to watch and that will probably be the time (literal rainy day) to finally watch them. On a Tuesday my virus scans overnight so it doesn't slow me down, and am always tempted to creep down if I need the loo and play the crystal ball, as I did to the 5am one last night. I've been putting the right word in a second late or about to when someone else has, everyone's working out the formula or read my own description and competing with many equals making a win a great achievement now. It shouldn't matter really but as I've been on the top 10 since it was in single figures I really don't want to drop off it in a hurry, especially before I reach the 100.
So that is the news so far, if anything else occurs to me I will do it (washing up has already been cleared in the main), I'm not doing the recycling bins while it's raining although they come tomorrow, and I have three piles around the house the whole time which the cleaner puts in the wrong ones if I turn round for a moment. We do get fined for that so I ought to get in first, but I'm still waiting for two toilets for different products so we can get prosecuted for using the wrong one next. Why not, they've regulated everything else? |
Reply #244. Sep 29 10, 11:38 AM
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| veronikkamarrz
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Wonderful idea, two toilets. Just hope they are close together...;)
Reply #245. Sep 29 10, 12:07 PM
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satguru
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The dustbins are multiplying like tribbuls, we have to sort the lot every week into the given ones (no use if anyone else tries as the rules are not for the uninitiated) and instead of being able to bin it indoors first have to pile the stuff up wherever there's room and then take it outside to put it wherever the required bin is. I've no room for cardboard boxes to store it before taking it out and is in heaps on tables or by the front door like a squat.
Meanwhile I wondered why if people don't usually believe anything like this they take exactly the same stuff for carbon credits. You can indeed fool most of the people most of the time, and this apparently works very well now having changed the original wording very slightly.
DEAR SIR
I WRITE TO YOU IN THE POWER OF JESUS AS A FELLOW BELIEVER, MY FATHER WAS THE OWNER OF A MAJOR OIL COMPANY AND LEFT $1.2 BILLION DOLLARS IN CARBON CREDITS BUT HAVE BEEN HELD IN TRUST UNTIL THEY CAN BE RELEASED TO A SAFE COUNTRY. I AM UNABLE TO CLAIM THEM MYSELF DUE TO A CIVIL WAR AND REQUIRE AN HONEST BELIEVER IN GOD TO HELP ME. ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS TO DEPOSIT THIS SUM IN YOUR ACCOUNT AS YOU ARE IN A COUNTRY AUTHORISED WITH MY PERMISSION TO HOLD SAID FUNDS, AND FOR YOUR KINDNESS AND TROUBLE WILL BE SHARING 5% OF THE CARBON CREDITS FOR USE IN CHARITY AND WELFARE OF OTHERS.
I TRUST YOU ARE CONTENT WITH THIS ARRANGEMENT AND WILL SEND ME AT SOONEST NOTICE
1) YOUR BANK ACCOUNT DETAILS
2) YOUR REGISTERED EMAIL ADDRESS
3) YOUR TELEPHONE NUMBER
4) A PASSWORD I CAN USE TO VERIFY THESE DETAILS FOR MY OWN ENQUIRIES
AS SOON AS I RECEIVE SAID DETAILS I WILL ARRANGE TO FORWARD $1.2BILLION DOLLARS INTO THE NAMED ACCOUNT AND WILL BE IN CONTACT AS TO WHAT NEEDS TO BE DONE NEXT.
YOURS IN CHRIST, REV. Dr ALBERT GORE |
Reply #246. Sep 29 10, 7:40 PM
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| lesley153
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At last - a variation on the "I am a Nigerian bank manager" letter. David, it's wonderful - and so worth waiting for. :)
Reply #247. Sep 29 10, 8:25 PM
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Jazmee27
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Sort of similar to the letter my grandma received once from a so-called lawyer informing her that someone in another country had named her last of kin (she shredded the letter straightaway).
Reply #248. Sep 30 10, 7:52 AM
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satguru
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| Thank you! I realised a few days ago reading the bilge on twitter that the methods used by the warmists were little different from the Nigerians but as it's coming from our lords and masters (feh) most people swallow it whole and ask for jam on it. I still want someone to show me what a carbon credit looks like. |
Reply #249. Sep 30 10, 7:52 AM
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Hi again Mr. Satguru,
Howzit, I too have an interest in Global Warming (catch all phrase for the increase of Greenhouse gases that tend to magnify the Earth’s radiative effect on the temperature of the troposphere). However, I have a slightly different read on the back and forth arguments for and against Global Warming.
Disclaimer: Don’t claim to know as much about Global Warming as the Satguru. Just an additional viewpoint.
There is as much data supporting Global Warming as there are skeptics who say the data are manipulated or misinterpreted. Personally, I think both sides are right and wrong about the data, if that’s even possible. More to the point , I think quibbling over the accuracy of the data misses the mark and distracts us from other more pressing problems. The real question, in my opinion, is Global Warming really the most compelling problem facing mankind? I don’t think so. Many people will die of starvation, disease, wars, long before Global Warming claims it’s first victim. Having said that, I believe Global Warning is real but not imminent. However, the specter of Global Warming has overcome our reluctance to wean ourselves off fossil fuels and reduce emissions. These efforts will yield advances in technology that will benefit all of us in the future.
ps love reading your posts Mr. Satguru ;-)
Reply #250. Sep 30 10, 10:40 AM
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Jazmee27
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I agree wholeheartedly!
Reply #251. Sep 30 10, 11:08 AM
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| Lochalsh
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Is it hot in here, or is it just me?
Reply #252. Sep 30 10, 11:11 AM
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_Morpheus_
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Hot flash or Global warming....you decide? JK
Reply #253. Sep 30 10, 11:22 AM
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| Lochalsh
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Morpheus, glad you caught the subtle difference. :)
Reply #254. Sep 30 10, 11:25 AM
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Thanks Morpheus, I agree with over half that statement, except that we shouldn't need to have a possibly irrelevant scare story created as a reason to advance technologically. It's like saying it wouldn't have happened otherwise, which isn't the case. In fact I know of many great advances which have been bought up and hidden by major companies specifically so they can keep things exactly as they are. The lean burn engine was banned as it was released as a public project by Ford, although it alone could have improved fuel consumption noticeably. There are many better which never saw the light of day but discoverable by research. And every single penny wasted on other green projects comes out of the budget for disease and development projects. There isn't enough for both.
Today was a pretty useful one. The only thing I don't have is my magazine with article, but that's because after chasing around for it (no shops answered the phones so had to do it the other way) found a message it was delayed till tomorrow. I doubt the single shop who do stock it here will get it tomorrow so ordered mine online, better a certainty with a delay than more wasted trips.
My ex neighbour who left his wife arrived as soon as I opened the front door, and claimed both my final bills by email and post hadn't reached him for his office work I used to do, so handed him one directly. All that trouble just to delay paying me £28, it's pathetic really. I know his post can be dodgy but it's about a once a year occurence not to get an email.
So I spent a bomb in M&S as it wasn't my money and need to eat properly, got the earwax drops after a short discussion with the pharmacist, and now hope the tiny perforation in my eardrum has healed as otherwise I shouldn't have used it. But I've had no problems so presumably is safe now. It's four days before I know the effects so will just carry on. I then got a message from the other magazine editor complimenting me on my article as he as a copy, and I said I was starting the next one. I thought it would take some doing as collating a very wide area of research, sat down and finished it in one go. I usually do that but thought this would require a lot more. I proofread it and sent it off, only finding two errors since which I'll point out next time I write.
So I won't be able to get a copy for a few days now although knowing my father he'll just go to his branch and get one for me, which I won't object to. I can't show my mother tomorrow either as I'm going there as I do on Fridays, but at least know it's all sorted out. If anyone wants a copy it's called UFO Matrix (issue 2), and is in Smiths large branches here, and next month in the US in Barnes and Noble, and of course online right now.
I think that's about it so far, everything is more or less as it should be on the business side anyway, and seems to be on the right track. |
Reply #255. Sep 30 10, 4:25 PM
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satguru
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As I used to say on the old blog, update, stardate 2-10-10
All is well on the publication front, and soon after that was certain I wrote another article, and when I started the plan just sat down and wrote the whole thing in one go. I didn't realise I remembered it all straight off but it was all in there somewhere and now been sent off hopefully to follow the first. Now all I need is to actually see the damn thing as they don't even send the authors a copy. I've got two more shops to check now although have requested they post one as well.
So with doctor, article and other requirements out of the way will now get the eye test and car MOT next, one after another as always. I'd like staff or a family nearby to help but till then it's all down to me. Obviously the eye test and doctor are unavoidable but a lift to and from the garage would have been nice. The one where I bought it is probably cheaper but have to walk home which isn't much fun. Everything else will be a mystery until it happens, and I certainly have no new ideas (or old ones left) so will just see what blows my way. Anything can happen in the next 30 minutes, or however many it was. Some will remember that quote. |
Reply #256. Oct 02 10, 5:27 PM
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Where am I? Another week begins, nothing more to report- I'll have to return to Brent Cross for the third time tomorrow for my magazine, not sending the writers a copy is a false economy as it indicates a bad attitude by the owners, who are happy to have a magazine written by volunteers but not to share the profits with the people who created them. That's not capitalism, it's pure stinginess. Anyway, that aside there's not a lot happening at the moment, if the optician's in and I'm in the area I'll get that done soon, and then the car in a week or two.
The ex is coming tomorrow or Wednesday as usual, so that's one less day to occupy, and will probably just have to see what happens. I have no idea how many copies sell of the magazine, especially as it's only the second edition, but is across the world as well as here so may well be spread thinly unless it becomes extremely popular. Whatever I watch about changing our lives it doesn't seem quite right. It says we have to change our own thoughts and reactions, but besides learning new information which tells us we don't need one, they are basically built in. We are rarely aware of specific ones as they only come out in reaction to something, and then it's a bit late to try and fix them. That is if changing them actually changed what happened to us in the first place. There may be an element of truth in it but only seems you can do one spell at a time while leaving everything else as it was. I've managed a couple myself, both things which had a pretty big result and quite hard to achieve, but would still need many more to see a pattern forming. I'll set up one or two more now then and see what happens.
What on earth is a miracle I wonder? I'm being taught some of the theories between growing through pain, and don't buy it. That's the one way and not the best one. You only need the knowledge of pain to work, once you have that you can use that to contrast with the rest should you actually ever need it. One thing I think is probably true. If you think you need pain to grow you will. No thanks. Better off as a result? Nope, I'm in pieces for one and assume the same occurs to anyone who's been through it. If anyone's in doubt just read up on PTSD, that is the most extreme example and can take a lifetime to get over if at all. I don't see any god in that. I think that probably answers one question anyhow. |
Reply #257. Oct 04 10, 3:07 PM
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Phew, visit three to Brent Cross and they've finally got my magazine. The queue there is phenomenal, so I asked if I could pay upstairs which had one person working there and two customers. You have to plan ahead as I'm not good in queues. The article looks very impressive, they didn't edit I'd been there five years rather than nine which was my only edit required, which seems typical from what I've seen of the editor who rarely appears to answer his email, and apparently here even read it. Not a huge deal as the information is the same either way but confusing. It's even got both pictures I sent them, one on each page.
Otherwise it's a loose end, I made a list of jobs to do which are all trivial and will get through gradually. I'm too tired to do much as the builders next door (second stretch for months in a few years since the house was sold again) woke me at 9am. I got to sleep eventually but wasn't easy or for very long. Lucky I had nothing else to do and instead of going to the park to read the magazine just took it home. I suspect the only feedback you get from magazine articles is rude letters finding faults, but more likely nothing at all as people tend not to respond to them and not read by that many people anyone I know would see it. Plus only a handful of shops sell it so far so most people wouldn't even know it existed. But it's a landmark for me and have finally seen it in reality.
I'll just sit back and see what happens for a day or two now, nothing better I can think of and too tired for anything even if there was. I may start those calls to the two women who are around, if one agrees to see me on my terms (having any health problems to work round seems only slightly less complicated than an actual wheelchair) it will cover one social area at least. The better looking but more boring one lives miles away now and doesn't drive, while the other one seems more interested (boyfriend excepted, but she's been looking for a replacement for years and clearly prefers to hang on to the first until she finds one) and can talk to her, but wouldn't have thought of it myself as she actually made the first move (my one for this decade). If she'd made the second move as well (use imagination here) I expect I'd have had little need to mess around like this as it would already have become established, but things don't usually run smoothly in that area especially. The only thing it does prove is if I do absolutely nothing women come my way sooner or later. The fact one is one who rejected me 20 years ago, another is far more interested in getting married than who it actually is with, and the third wasn't one I'd have chosen personally and still has a boyfriend but the point is if that continues sooner or later one will not have any of those faults. I may be 82 by then but I suppose that in itself would be something. |
Reply #258. Oct 05 10, 11:18 AM
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satguru
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I am a naughty boy double posting, but it is my blog, the first entry was early and it's raining or I'd be out walking as I usually do around now. I sat down and streetviewed when I read a few articles, and with a break for TV then got the mother of all phone callers, about four for almost as many hours. Two were put off from during the TV programmes and the rest were before and after them. Apart from my parents (separately) and their friends I haven't really got anyone round here who wants to see the article, and also due to the price aren't going to buy a spare copy to be passed around unless I really have to. I did read the article next to mine is a basic outline of exactly the one I've just sent off, mainly as there are only so many things you can write about the subject so that was a pretty basic summary of why abductions can't just be in the imagination. I hope that won't stop them using mine as they're still writing about Roswell 63 years later despite only having the same material for decades.
Tomorrow should be interesting. The ex said she's unlikely to come (huge sigh of relief), so have a whole day (two in fact) absolutely free. I have been working a little for a couple of weeks so not guilty at all at that, and besides checking a local shop for an order made weeks ago am my own master. I have made a list, as I do in these situations or if I wait till the day by the time I've made it will be too late to do. I have the choice of doing the back lawn (not done at all this year from memory besides taking a strimmer to the tallest clumps), watching videos, especially if it's still raining, making the next phone call on the list (as the phone was tied up tonight), doing my shredding, thinking of where to take photos if dry, and see if the record shop wants to buy our inherited 78s.
So also a good test to see what the inspiration and good news fairies can offer tomorrow, as well as the very rare unpredictability one. Is life usually as mechanical as the stars and planets? I know some aspects are, but will wait and see. |
Reply #259. Oct 05 10, 7:38 PM
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satguru
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I am at a metaphorical fork in the road- I am being told one one side if I do nothing nothing will change, and the other that whatever I do will make no difference as what is meant to happen will anyhow. My article is a good example, I did what I could, and wrote it a few years ago but no one else wanted it till now. I was asked could I write something for a new magazine and remembered I had a summary of exactly the work they were about, updated it and sent it off, and all from the comfort of my computer room. All the work I do in that field is all done here, I've been to a conference once which was more or less all I needed to add and network, as well as going to see the person originally I've been working for. So much can be done passively, and as I don't charge for this research work I've never needed to advertise or ask around, as there are very few other people who do what I do they all find me.
But generally it seems whatever is meant to happen will and anything else is pretty well impossible. That means there is some sort of higher plan and basically I seem to have enough clues to tell me that's more likely and you can't beat it with your own choices. Of course that only applies to me as in other people's worlds their rules may be different, as although if one life is planned they all are, but not necessarily needing the same messages. It's vague and incredibly complicated in places but too many clues to say it can't be possible.
So technically although I've been free this week nothing has happened. I've got the magazine which was pretty important and been so tired from the builders next door who start as soon as it's bedtime in USA haven't been able to do more than a bit of local shopping since. There's been stuff on TV and other things to keep me occupied so not a problem, and just don't want to feel the time's being wasted. The TV prevented me making any more calls tonight but they're not exactly urgent. Possibly even an act of desparation and not a good idea, but I think even keeping these two women as friends is a good move if nothing else, I'm not exactly surrounded by them at the moment.
Tomorrow is just the same so far, I may go somewhere in the evening if I can be bothered but no obligations. As I've never had anything published before I've no idea the chances of any feedback (including hate mail of course, the most likely in any area) although had it been in a national paper it would be almost guaranteed. This is almost impossible to buy and very little known so not expecting anything directly. That would be an extra and one I should think would be very surprising. So tomorrow is another day and I really hope whatever powers are out there it produces more than the last two have or I'll feel institutionalised. |
Reply #260. Oct 06 10, 4:37 PM
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