Those last two posts really sound depressing. Sorry about that.

Things are a little better now - actually a lot better - although nothing's really changed that much. I've just tried to look past all that. "Life's not about waiting for the storms to pass; it's about learning to dance in the rain."

I am really ticked about a friend - no, let me change that - about a "friend" who keeps being hypocritical and selfish - and I hate that. I can't stand that. She was never really a friend in the first place - not a good one, at least. But I've made a positive change - I'm finally leaving her out of my life. I'm cutting out one of those friends that are bad influences and always tend to make me upset more than happy. It will be easier now, too, because I'm a freshman next year and I won't see her at lunch or in the hallways. Band camp will be a challenge, but I've never been that weak of a person.

So I'll forgive her, but this time I'm done. I just can't take being friends with someone who does that to me all the time. But once again, I'm so unbelievably thankful to have Chimpy, who is my best friend in the world. And always will be.

By the way, does anyone have a livejournal? If you do, let me know. Mine's http://tuacantante.livejournal.com/.

Bye!