PATRICE SORRY.... I CAN'T TELL YOU I'M SORRY
I have issues with apologizing to people's faces. I'm scared of being snubbed or slapped or whatever negative reaction people have. That's it. I just wish she'll come across this site once in her life and read this post. I really do love her very much.
Pats, I'm sorry. It was a very silly fight, but if it weren't for me it wouldn't have happened, right? I'm to blame. I can't find enough courage to talk to you in school, you might turn away from me. Well, you have anyway. I don't want you to hate me. At least, if you won't ever talk to me anymore, don't hate me. I can't stand that.
I'm avoiding you... cuz I think you can't stand the site of me. I'm annoying and stuff and I know you hate that, but I'm sorry. I can't change myself. That's who I really am. I think everyone in the group, Freya and Nina and Clare, I think they don't like me either. That's also one of the reasons why I don't hang out with you guys anymore.
I'm sorry. For ever annoying you like that. I'm sorry for being too immature (yes, I know I am, but that's just me; I don't want to do anything about it).
Thinking that you had slapped my arm and walked off with an angry face away from me when I read that stupid paper and me grinning still at you would be our last decent (if you can call that decent, anyway) conversation before you leave for Canada makes me want to kick myself in the ass.
^ That's how my apology would sound like, if ever I could talk to her again....
Tough chance.
6 Comments:
hey!
don't worry, everything will be alright.
even i have the same problem. even i can't say sorry to someone in the face...
but don't you worry, she'll surely talk to you again!
By linkinparksid, Mar 08 08 7:54 AM
Instead of hoping for her to (maybe) come around and read your apology in here, wouldn't it be better to write this text on paper and find a way to give it to her? ;) Just an idea...
By denni19, Mar 08 08 8:39 AM
It would be better to walk right up to her and tell her how you are feeling no matter how hard it would be. I really think she would appreciate a face to face apology, then you would know that you have done everything to right the situation. Good luck.
By honeybee4, Mar 08 08 4:39 PM
I totally understand how you feel, and it's great you were able to express yourself here and admit to some painful things, good for you! God willing you'll have an opportunity to do it face to face when the time is right or follow denni's suggestion which is v good, and then when/if you do meet again you might find yourself just grinning at one another instead;) I'm sure if I received such a beautiful apology by mail I'd feel good toward the person who sent it. All the best!
By Yaarbiriah, Mar 08 08 7:25 PM
Hey denni19! I think the best way would be to face her himself and ask for apologies. Writing on paper and then giving it to her indirectly is sort of a sign on cowardice, which I am sure "cool klutz" isn't. I mean, if he can apologise to her in front of the world, then I think that he can apologise to her in her face too.
Way to go dude!
By linkinparksid, Mar 14 08 12:14 PM
Thanks guys, everything's alright now, I finally got a chance to tell her how sorry I was, and everything's fine between us now.
and linkinparksid, I'm a girl, and you said, "if he can apologise to her in front of the world, then I think that he can apologise to her in her face too."
:)) No worries though. I actually find it very funny when people mistake me for a boi, haha. :))
But I'm bi, so I really don't care. :P
Once again, thank you guys. :D
By cool klutz, Jun 12 09 4:37 PM