The graph is going up...and life is coming down...
There has been a tremendous
increase in the blogging activity by FT members these past few days. It was even quite popular in
the days when I registered in 2005. It's been 3 years and I've been noticing the number of
blogs...and they have increased. There came a slump in between when almost no one used to post. We
used to have a new blog entry in something like 4 or 5 days. Now there's a drastic change in the
number of people blogging everyday.
I used to put up a new entry everyday. Now life's getting busy, and really messy (this is for someone, and if they're reading this, they know what it is....).
Speaking of life getting messy, I really don't wanna elaborate on that...I've had enough of it already...and sadly, it doesn't seem to get any better, especially with my school vacations coming in between...and the communication gaps kinda thing, it really is getting messy. To me, life doesn't feel like anything it was earlier. It's just getting more complicated. Kinda like, falling apart and I'm trying to hold on to it...it's not that bad, really, but it just doesn't feel right...the feeling that was earlier...isn't there anymore...an empty void, that's what exists now...
Dunno really, but I probably might straighten it out, not just me, but someone else too...cuz they're getting into problems...and all that is indirectly related to me and what I'm going through right now...
I really do hope it all comes out well...although my horoscope for today says, "The Moon will bring you a friend who will be yours forever..."...and I just want that friend to know...that I'm here...and I'm still waiting....FOREVER...
Sid
I used to put up a new entry everyday. Now life's getting busy, and really messy (this is for someone, and if they're reading this, they know what it is....).
Speaking of life getting messy, I really don't wanna elaborate on that...I've had enough of it already...and sadly, it doesn't seem to get any better, especially with my school vacations coming in between...and the communication gaps kinda thing, it really is getting messy. To me, life doesn't feel like anything it was earlier. It's just getting more complicated. Kinda like, falling apart and I'm trying to hold on to it...it's not that bad, really, but it just doesn't feel right...the feeling that was earlier...isn't there anymore...an empty void, that's what exists now...
Dunno really, but I probably might straighten it out, not just me, but someone else too...cuz they're getting into problems...and all that is indirectly related to me and what I'm going through right now...
I really do hope it all comes out well...although my horoscope for today says, "The Moon will bring you a friend who will be yours forever..."...and I just want that friend to know...that I'm here...and I'm still waiting....FOREVER...
Sid
4 Comments:
Sid, I'm not sure what you're talking about, but I will keep thinking positive thoughts for you, that everything will work out the way you need it to.
By bionic4ever, May 16 08 10:10 PM
Sid - hang in there. Life can be frustrating and difficult at times. However, I know you will be fine and you will do what you need to do.
Have faith in yourself, I do.
By talentedone, May 16 08 10:17 PM
B4E, I really do hope that everything comes out all right, I do believe that I have faith. And of course, you won't know what I'm talking about...and I don't wanna elaborate...it's rather difficult.
Thanks MO, I believe that I do have faith in myself, but it's that "someone else" who's letting me down, to be honest. And it just keeps getting worse...
By linkinparksid, May 16 08 10:33 PM
Hi Sid. I'm sorry to hear what you are going through. Sometimes there seems to be a fine line between regular communication and giving someone space. While I don't know the details, all I can say is be patient and don't give up. You'll learn something from every experience, whether good or bad, easy or difficult. That's what makes us better people :) I hope everything works out for you.
By Squisher, May 17 08 10:33 AM