Work is snowballing this week, although one didn't turn up today (smack bottom is pending). As happens many times it bunches up and totally unrelated people all suddenly book in the same week. I've also just managed to locate a video of one of my favourite school programmes from 1973 which I used to watch bits of along with many others when off school but never got to see it all. Now I can at last. My friends did arrive but haven't even bothered to call me yet even though I don't know when they're coming tomorrow. Typical really. Two more bookings this week so far and hope to hear from the bus museum in time so I can go at the weekend. No luck finding a red triangle yet but have many places I can ask.

More global warming incidents today, someone who lost their job won their case on the religious discrimination law because he believed in the environment and global warming. This means a British court has actually now officially designated it as a religion or philosophy which is what I said from the start, except this one I can guarantee is based on a falsehood. Keep that momentum going.

So it's been a pretty good week so far, I said I felt things were happening and instead of coming suddenly and in one go as I felt, they've built up gradually and slowly snowballing. If I can pick up good vibes now I've really progressed in the levels, and hope it keeps on going that way. I have the time to learn and the teachings and now starting to see things happen. And of course if it works for me it works. Teaching by example is possible for certain areas, mainly demonstrating one can easily overcome lower impulses as taught in Buddhism. Anger is one, a potentially useful motivator but usually used destructively and far too often. It should be saved for the very worst situations and directed to change them or just let it pass if you can't. I never had much anyway and if it comes doesn't stay very long or do more than make me speak my mind where I otherwise wouldn't. If attacked I can react back but no more than words. Even the emotion behind that can go with practice but so rare for me it isn't enough to get me into trouble and may provide the reaction I need to stop the attacker doing more.

So I haven't a clue when my friends are coming tomorrow and doubt they'll answer the phone there as they probably don't expect any calls or may not be in. They know it's tomorrow so would have been sensible to arrange a time today but nothing I can do there. I will hopefully find their plans so at least ready to accept their eventual loss rather than wonder about it. On Thursday I'm seeing someone I introduced here and see if they did in fact join. I've never once managed to introduce one regular here. Most people didn't have a computer and the few who did a handful joined and only one comes in from time to time. Unlike Facebook where half the people I know seem to have joined recently. That just tells me it takes a special type of person to fit in here and not everyone makes it. We will remain the elite. And on that note the psychologist hasn't come back to me yet, and will have to phone her soon, as I will Christine when things stop here long enough to. That should also be interesting.