So I'm back. Sorry for the long absence [again]. I haven't had much of a life after third year life.

 

News:

1. My bf and I broke up over someone who I thought was cute. >.>
2. Said cute guy was a perv or something close to that
3. Bf was the bigger cheater. >.> He now has a four month old baby. Yikes.
4. Currently having this major crush on a friend. Ugh. It's... inconvenient but quite.. likable.
5. I am now in America
6. About to take the CUNY Placement Test.
7. And cramming.

Lemme tackle every topic one by one.

 

My BF and I broke up over someone who I thought was cute. We both knew that our relationship wasn't really gonna work out, since it was a long distance relationship, but I still feel bad over what I did. Even though I didn't do anything. Except maybe become dangerously attached to the other guy. evidence? Here:

 

 

That's just the first pic that set BF off. >.> There are others.

So we broke up. I thought he was a bit disappointed in me. Turns out he was doing some cheating too. :))

 

Said cute guy was a perv or something close to that.

 

Yeah, cuz my friend Nash said he tried to do something funny to her when she and her older brother were staying over for the night at his house. Please understand, though last year was the first time that we started sleeping over at friends' houses, we never thought something like this would happen. We were all like a family in the subdivision, brothers and sisters and the occasional couple. This was different. Nash was one of the youngest in our gang. Everyone went on rampage mode when we heard about that.

 

Particularly me.

 

Reasons? Nash was particularly special to me--well everybody else was too, but she was one of my first friends there, and I treat her like a little sister most of the time.

No one dreamed that John [the guy that I liked] would have enough gall to do that. We trusted him. He betrayed that trust. It's not something that's easily forgiven.

 

And like icing on cake, he finally blew it by getting drunk at the party we were all invited to, resulting in... having Angel [another friend, tho not as close to me as Nash is] not wanting to talk to us anymore. You see, we were supposed to have an open forum with her. We couldn't stand her attitude anymore, so it was time to be frank again. Condition: WE STICK TO WHAT SHE'S DONE TO PERSONALLY OFFEND US, AND NOT JUMP TO WHAT THE PERSON SITTING NEXT TO YOU WANTS TO SAY TO HER.

 

John blew it by telling her everything, without giving us the chance to explain, was too noisy being drunk, and made me so furious I had to resort to using a bike to get away from everyone else. "Everyone else" was worried when I drove away from the scene and came back smiling at everyone and never looking at John.

I wanted to kill him.

 

Goodbye cute guy. >_<

 

Though he's made his peace with everyone now. It's already a dead issue, but I don't think everything'll be forgotten.

 

Bf was the bigger cheater. >.> He now has a four month old baby. Yikes.

Nuff said.

 

Currently having this major crush on a friend. Ugh. It's... inconvenient but quite.. likable.

 

I mean, it's been such a long time since I've had a real crush on a girl. :3 I was starting to worry I was turning straight, ahahaha.

 

Anyway. She knows. I thought she was gonna shy away from me when I told her or something like that [Liezel Velmonte actually said "I don't want to be friends with you anymore because you're a tomboy and you have a crush on me" T^T Boohoo. But we're okay now, that was four years ago. :)) She now uses this fact to ineffictively blackmail me ], but turns out she doesn't mind. The real problem? She teases me too much. AAACH! I dunno what to do, good lord~! Can anyone please tell me how to react when your crush tells you this on Friendster, "So the name of your crush is Riana Camille Untal? Who is she? Is she pretty? OH WAIT, SHE'S ME! :))"

 

??!?!?!?!

 

It's really cute and it makes me feel like... I'm melting from the inside or something [aaaaaaaaaaaaaah! sweet heaven. <3 I can die now] but... gah. I get shy now. Eep. *hides*

 

I forgot how a known crush on a person can both be heartwarming and troublesome. x_x Been too long since I had a crush on any person and confessed. Wait... The only people I confessed to were Ryu, Liezel, Florence, John[if you can count counter-arguing his argument a confession, anyway], and Camille. In that order. Ryu... Well, we were just kids then, so I ran away totally scared when he kissed me. O_O Liezel... told me off, and didn't talk to me for two years, -_-; Florence didn't say anything, but she kept on... iono, doing what camille's doing, only Florence almost made me die of cardiac arrest when during a contest she deliberately slept next to me and held me close cuz she was scared of Bloody Mary coming out of the bathroom. John only succeeded in making me angry enough to admit that I STILL LIKED HIM BUT HELP ME GOD I'LL TRY MY BEST TO FORGET LIKING HIM. :))

 

So... yeah. Half of my love life [if you can call it that, even] is a fiasco. But it's fun anyway, and I'm all about fun in my life.

 

I am now in America

Woodside, NY 11377. :))

 

About to take the CUNY Placement Test.

June 20, 2009, C-Building of LaGuardia Community College.

 

And cramming.

And about to cram some more.

 

 

Forgive me, I'm in a very talkative mood. :P