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January 26, 2009

stuck in the middle

Lately I often asked myself what am i supposed to do with my life, If im being left behind?
friends often told me, "simple as abc, open your mind,.. accept change, and go on with your life"
SIMPLE
RIGHT.
but why does it hurt so bad?
Too bad, can't even start moving on forward...
but i guess, there's nothing I can do about it. but to accept and move forward. for life goes on. and... change... goes on as well.

As time goes by

Isn't it sad if you're going to leave someone you love. And isn't it equally empty and sad if someone close to you will be leaving you?
I wasn't able to spend the Christmas eve with my family because of the kind of work i have,And I won't be able to spend the New year with them as well. But on the night that people will be counting down from 10 to 1 to welcome the new year with a bang. A lot of people will have to be on call and hopefully will still be able to celebrate the end of the year with a joy.
Happy New Year everyone!!!     

good, good, good

I'm enjoying my new work :)
eventhough, I still had to adjust with the shifting sched, aside from that I'm purrfectly fine :D
two weeks ago, i may not be okay, since my grandfather died :(
but somehow, were all ready, he was a cool grandad, and i'll never forget him.
It was because of his burial that I got to know my cousins.
To tell you honestly, I am not close to any of my cousins on my father's side, but it was because of my lolo (grandafather) that we met and talk, chatted, and we actually felt that we share something in common, and we really had a good time together, that it was so frustrating when we said goodbye's.
but anyhows, we promised to keep in touch and who knows we might meet again in the future :)
New work, as i said, is keeping me busy.
new friends, new environment, new tasks, new responsibilities.
It's pretty good. Everything new.
I'm loving it, and I'm enjoying it :D
that's what really matters, enjoying life.
stay safe everyone.     

long tiring week

Yes. It was a long, tiring, stressful but great week :o)
I attended a training for my new job.

I was actually nervous at first that I felt I am back to being a student once again.
I felt the same heartbeat whenever the professor called my name.
I felt the same shyness at teh start of the training (like everyone felt :P)
I felt awkward and timid, that I don't really talk at all, :D
We were 16 and everyone's really kind and friendly.
I got closer to 3 of the girls, but everyone's my friend.

And I really felt like going back to being a student, because, if the trainor was out, we were like talking like crazy with different stuffs, and were laughing like no one can hear us even though we knew that our trainor was just outside our room.. :D
Our trainor, is a woman, around 28 or 29? She is really good, kind of serious and strict at first, but she is kind and really nice. Although during the training, she really expect everyone's cooperation so we were really quiet (at times)

Well, Today was our last day, we got our certificates and we exchange numbers and emails and promised to keep in touch.
anyways, at the moment, i'm chatting with one of them and texting with the other two.
This is another great experience for me.
And what I love about it, Throughout the course, I got what I expected to learn from it.
Plus, I met new friends.

new angel

Hi everyone :)
Just yesterday at 2pm, my brothers gf gave birth to my gorgeous nephew.
 Yay *confetti* *confetti* *confetti*
He is the first baby in our family :)
And i bet everyone in the family would love to spoil him, ;)
His name is Dominic, and  he weighs 7 lbs, he's got black eyes and wavy thick black hair.
I'll post a picture of him when i can.
take care