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My New Quiz: "Dyeing is Easy, Comedy is Hard"
A new quiz of mine has been placed online! It is in the 'Will & Grace' - Season 4 category, in Television. Click on the link below to play it, and feel free to leave comments!
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Ok, this thing with this girl is weird now. Alright, I mentioned I found her g/f's site, right? Ok, what I didn't tell you is that this girl is just HORRID. She has things on her site that are just plain EVIL. I thought maybe I was just paranoid, so I had my friend Dani look at it(I knew she'd tell me the truth) and sure enough the whole time she was like, "OMG OMG OMG" She's ABSOLUTELY HORRID! And neither one of us can believe why Heather likes her. It's SO STUPID. And, I knew that Heather wasn't exactly a saint when it came to...sex. I knew she had done, well, A LOT of stuff. But she was a good person, and she didn't have STDs, so I was like, ok, then if things between us turn into more than friendship everythings all good. But her g/f just talks about it 24/7 like theres nothing else to the world. I haven't been on there since I found it, but I remember...It just bothers me. Especially that she's not being faithful to Heather. And, yes, recently Heather has been horrible to me, but maybe that was just her taking out stuff from her REALLY CRAPPY life on me. Which I might understand. So, I wrote her a really nice note that my friend Dani is going to give to her on Monday. I am going to wait for her reaction, then, of course, tell you. I didn't mention anything about finding her g/f's site in the note. I am probably never going to tell her that I did unless it accidentally slips out or we are old ladies in our rocking chairs. I miss her, though. I miss her terribly. Just everything about her makes me want her even if I don't like something about her. But maybe it is all for the best. She wasn't a saint, she didn't understand me, I'm a goody-2-shoes, and I know she is DEFINATELY NOT. So I just hope we can stay friends. Cuz I really miss her. And thanks for listening to my problems!!! TTFN
Even if she is a freak.
Thank you for letting me vent in my last post. I really miss her, though. Even if she is a complete freak... Ok, I have more to post now. I went on Heather's MySpace yesterday. It made me really sad. On there, she's so suicidal and depressed. I always knew she was like that, but it hurts. I wish I was in a position where I could help her. Where I could just hold her, and kiss her, and make all the pain go away for her. But it almost seems like her and her girlfriend aren't exclusive(She told me they were). I know her girlfriend isn't being faithful. I wish I could just stay out of this, but I hate that she might've been lying to me. What should I do? GRR
Ok, well the thing with the girl is weird. Ok, I talked to my friend Dani last night and she said Heather doesn't hate me, she is just uncomfortable with the fact that I want more than friendship. I believe this to be untrue. She has ALWAYS been ok with it. We've been friends since September, and she even FLIRTED WITH ME. She called me gorgeous, and flirted with me. Does that sound like somebody who is uncomfortable with me? AND: I accidentally found her g/f's MySpace. GRRR!!!!!!!! AHHH
Hello, again fair people. Thank you all for your comments. I greatly appreciate them. I'm actually really nervous today. See, I'm in love with this girl. She's known for a while, and everything was ok. We've been friends since September. She even said that maybe one day we could be together since right now she is in a long term(2 1/2 years) with another girl. But, on Valentine's Day, I got really upset, and wrote her a note about me being really depressed over her(which I was). She started avoiding me. Then, one day, she was talking on the phone with me & kept bringing up her g/f. She had never even mentioned her before. It kinda made me upset, so after we got off the phone, I sent her a text asking her to please not talk about her so much because it really hurts me. She sent me a text back saying that this wasn't going to work out, that we couldn't even be friends(which was all I wanted if I couldn't be with her), and that she wanted me to leave her alone. I was REALLY depressed. So I asked her to please let me talk to her one more time. So, I didn't see her all day. The next day she called me and asked me what I was going to do to change her mind. I begged, and pleaded with her to just let us be friends. I didn't understand what she was diong. She said she would think about it. 2 weeks went by, and I was mad cuz she was ignoring me. So I wrote her a note saying that she was being horrible to me, and she should at least have told me her decision. She wrote me back telling me I was OBSESSED with her, that I DIDN'T love her, and she wanted me to stay away from her because I was crazy. Ok, I had never said anything to her to make her think this way. So I told my friend Dani this, and she says she thinks that this girl(heather)'s friend Michelle was telling her that I was obsessed with her because michelle is crazy and had done this a thousand times before to Dani and others. So Dani is supposed to be calling heather to tell her that michelle is manipulative and is obviously changing her(she is now depressed and mad all the time). dani was the same when she started talking to michelle all the time. So I'm nervous, what should I do?
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