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Name: satguru
London, UK

I am a hardened trivia buff, mainly unusual statistics, transport, geography and hidden facts such as what initials mean and name origins. I am also fascinated by the supernatural, and hope to discover the truth about psychic powers. And avid record keeper, including remembering the details of this site going back to long ago. I am a law graduate and qualified psychotherapist and hypnotherapist.



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November 4, 2009

Busy, but still time to blog

Work is snowballing this week, although one didn't turn up today (smack bottom is pending). As happens many times it bunches up and totally unrelated people all suddenly book in the same week. I've also just managed to locate a video of one of my favourite school programmes from 1973 which I used to watch bits of along with many others when off school but never got to see it all. Now I can at last. My friends did arrive but haven't even bothered to call me yet even though I don't know when they're coming tomorrow. Typical really. Two more bookings this week so far and hope to hear from the bus museum in time so I can go at the weekend. No luck finding a red triangle yet but have many places I can ask.

More global warming incidents today, someone who lost their job won their case on the religious discrimination law because he believed in the environment and global warming. This means a British court has actually now officially designated it as a religion or philosophy which is what I said from the start, except this one I can guarantee is based on a falsehood. Keep that momentum going.

So it's been a pretty good week so far, I said I felt things were happening and instead of coming suddenly and in one go as I felt, they've built up gradually and slowly snowballing. If I can pick up good vibes now I've really progressed in the levels, and hope it keeps on going that way. I have the time to learn and the teachings and now starting to see things happen. And of course if it works for me it works. Teaching by example is possible for certain areas, mainly demonstrating one can easily overcome lower impulses as taught in Buddhism. Anger is one, a potentially useful motivator but usually used destructively and far too often. It should be saved for the very worst situations and directed to change them or just let it pass if you can't. I never had much anyway and if it comes doesn't stay very long or do more than make me speak my mind where I otherwise wouldn't. If attacked I can react back but no more than words. Even the emotion behind that can go with practice but so rare for me it isn't enough to get me into trouble and may provide the reaction I need to stop the attacker doing more.

So I haven't a clue when my friends are coming tomorrow and doubt they'll answer the phone there as they probably don't expect any calls or may not be in. They know it's tomorrow so would have been sensible to arrange a time today but nothing I can do there. I will hopefully find their plans so at least ready to accept their eventual loss rather than wonder about it. On Thursday I'm seeing someone I introduced here and see if they did in fact join. I've never once managed to introduce one regular here. Most people didn't have a computer and the few who did a handful joined and only one comes in from time to time. Unlike Facebook where half the people I know seem to have joined recently. That just tells me it takes a special type of person to fit in here and not everyone makes it. We will remain the elite. And on that note the psychologist hasn't come back to me yet, and will have to phone her soon, as I will Christine when things stop here long enough to. That should also be interesting.

Sharing the evidence

After my original complex route to three road signs while looking for one, which to me showed every element had to be guided, it's been happening ever since. Today was a cracking example, it took some days to complete so even more complex than the first one.

Firstly someone found one in Blackheath last Monday which was on the borderline of where I bother to go. I decided I'd reached the level (as covered nearly all the area within 30 miles or so) I could stop as long as I had a complete old red triangle sign. I then had a dream (the last sign was preceeded by a dream more or less explaining what I'd find and where) seeing a bunch of red triangle and other signs, and thinking good, I don't have to go to Blackheath now. The actual message was I should go to Blackheath or I wouldn't bother, so did and was fine as went on a Sunday. Then someone posted a red triangle sign near me but taken in 1982. Normally that would have been the end of it but this was on a private road where there was no reason to remove them. Having done Blackheath I was still 'down south' so went the few miles to the location in Surrey just in case, although I'd been there a number of times for events (it's a bus museum) without noticing anything.

As soon as I reached the (locked) gates, not the one in the photo, but in more or less the same place was one of the rarest ones of all, a bend sign. It had lost its triangle but although transport museums often display old signs outside as part of their exhibits this was not a pristine refurbished job in a bunch of others bearing no relation to their location, but a rusting old one with its top missing on a sharp right bend as indicated. This was the original sign for the traffic using the place as besides the few people allowed to use it is where the buses drive in for repair and display, meaning all drivers need warning of the sharp bend ahead.

I got a rough photo as the gate stopped me getting any closer, but perfectly clear. I asked them to arrange a visit and smoothed the issue by offering to pay for a repair. They have thanked me and will let me know. I hadn't even bothered looking in the whole of Blackheath as I wasn't planning to go there but was added when I needed one, and had the old one in Surrey not been added may never have known as had no more need to go there yet again. Had the Surrey been added first, just like the dream, I may not have bothered to go to Blackheath, which was a lot easier to get to (despite taking 90 minutes each way including a few short photo stops) than I'd expected. So besides the two photos arriving the timing had to be just right or I'd have gone to the other one and as the dream indicated, not been bothered to get the other which technically is unique unlike the bend one.

I am now awaiting the guidance in every other area as I'd had a good 49 years of total chaos till then, although it did include many phases of similar events they were far from helpful besides showing it was possible.

 

I've beaten the system (this week anyway)

I did actually spend many years from teenage trying to become a comedian, with the divide coming when I started my degree and had to choose between professional comedy or a degree, and the degree won. The need for a union card meant many hours of cabaret a year which I simply didn't have the time to do (unlike my dentist friend who graduated in both together and made a million, not an exaggeration). Thank goodness for blogs is all I can say. Comedy, tragedy, irony and tedium. Just like real life but with as many boring bits removed as required to retain realism.

Last Monday I checked my old sign pool and saw a new arrival in Blackheath, the New Zealand to my England London wise, plus a charge to drive there on weekdays. I was extremely reluctant to bother I can tell you, with so many already, but as today was a free Sunday I got in the new car, which does drive so much smoother than the last, and worked out a route avoiding all the jams which actually worked. Besides the absence of any signs on a one way system coming home sending me a mile south for a bit it all went smoothly and just got a set of photos before it went dark, as I watched the Grand Prix first. Another feather in the cap of history.

My friends in Florida are now about over New York on their way to London this morning. The worm in the apple (actually the relative size would put them in the alternative proportions) is they are only here to get yet another visa, although this is the end of their intended 7 year stay. Seeing them every 4 years after most days for on and off 30 years is not exactly the same and can't understand how with all the aggro they have had there why they still want to spend the rest of their lives in what is after all a foreign country? I expect I'll learn the details soon but won't change a darn thing. Otherwise work's picked up again, and all old faithfuls returning. I do prefer that to new ones just in case they either stretch me a bit too far or worse still come once and vanish. Each gets a new file opened and the one page ones are a bit of a waste. And all I can add is they don't all think I'm useless as some still send other people to me after that, maybe I actually fix some in one go (it has happened, believe me).

I am also phoning Christine when I get a chance, as in my business we try and get closure whatever the result. If there's a loose end and we have the scissors then we go for it. People rarely turn and from one of the sweetest women I've known (consistently for 30 years) how could she end up like most of the others? So I am calling her. The other projects continue, I am well stuck in to the hypnosis course now and can easily get 100 hours out of it if I add the written assignments. I doubt I will as I haven't that much time, unless I spread it out for a long time. Reading it is the main thing and most covers old ground so just adding the new when I see it.

Once my friends are gone then the house clearing will finish, the books and items for charity will go and another 6 month job will be completed. At least my mum appreciated all the work I did, she moans I don't work in the mornings but the fact I usually go with minute's notice and happily spend days on end filling in forms shouldn't matter when in the day I do it. Do you want someone reliable or someone who gets up early? The two are not connected but she lives in the 1940s I think. Assuming people thought that then which I wouldn't know. The IQ test has now been requested, and waiting for a reply. I know enough psychologists from work so if #1 isn't interested one will be, they are getting paid for it. So it's been a productive week for a change, there can usually be more but if you can afford to play the fruit machine long enough it has to pay the jackpot eventually.

Friday's rubbish

Well after an apparently ordinary day last night a taxi driver friend turned up and broke the monotony for a change. My friends drifted all over the place, some abroad and some busy with their own families, but only a few weirdos left locally besides him. That meant a very late night as he works nights so not much of today to do a lot, but that was the reason for the first time in some years I finally started my online hypnosis course. The rules say even when you've qualified as a therapist you have to do a minimum of professional development a year so I just keep on adding new strings. This is for my alien abduction work and quite relieved most of it covers what I knew already as there's only so much you can learn about something that specific.

So again I'm writing this early to avoid another delay in bedtime, I made various enquiries about an old sign after finding in a photo I enlarged it may well not be where I thought it was, explaining its absence when I returned. Very odd, in every way, but if it wasn't there it may even still exist. I just want to know exactly where it was either way at last.
Any miracles on their way appear not to be available without my own assistance. I've been put to quite a bit of trouble this week, and for a start have probably managed to locate a lost TV series I missed when shown a couple of years ago, and am doing detective work on other issues that maybe need me to push them before they get going. As long as the result is the same it's fine, but still mainly a mystery.

So various starts and no finishes, about typical so far, except some of the finishes I'm aiming for now could be a lot bigger than the previous ones. I will leave you with a photo taken of my visitor last night as it speaks 1000 words, so Telly Savalas claims.


Testing my faith

It's a shame the only colour not here is purple, but with a little combination I've managed to approximate it to make my favourite 1960s style colour scheme. I had a picture like this in my room for years and recently found a similar one to replace the one that went long ago.

Back to business, I never thought I'd be put in a position to test my faith, as it's not something normally associated with me. But after being made clear of a guidance beyond anything we know I am now being given clues it's increasing but nothing has actually happened. I've managed to use the free time very productively this week but my own intuition, which is pretty reliable for most things, is apparently telling me the big one is on its way. Besides not predicting the future, which is no more illogical than having the whole of the present controlled, it could still mean things are going on behind the scenes already I'm picking up. Like dreams, most are nonsense and a few we remember all our lives are special. Now this intuition is bigger than the usual hunches I get and very unlikely it's there for nothing.

Once you cross the line of believing all this crap is possible you're into a fairy tale, except it's real. You learn spiritual development, which is literally an expansion of your consciousness and abilities. I've been working on it since I left college in 1991 and took up psychic development classes, and now with the wealth of information online have had a revival of my work as so much new teaching available. If you accept it's real then by work alone I've done enough to reach some sort of level above the usual. I don't need to sell myself as enough people have seen me tested. I know what I can do and if I can then there's no reason not to believe greater claims elsewhere. So bearing in mind my gradual opening to information, I can't dismiss the latest level, however different it is from my usual.

I know exactly the sort of event it's pointing to, and also unlikely to be far off or wouldn't work. Just the fact the secrets of our governments and their agencies have started to slip this week, not once but a few times, implies there has been a change of frequency. Just like when any other events happen in a bunch, so is this. Once you can prove the government have plotted behind our backs means they do it full stop, as I always said. So why not do the same with global warming seeing the amazing poverty about to be imposed on us in its name. Just enough people currently believe it to take the lot without question, although without such an excuse no government would last long enough to impose the taxes. And of course it goes beyond party politics, as if not then there would be a major party against the EU or global warming taxes, and can you find one in any country? Nope. Those two alone require the sort of David Icke style organisation in private amongst world leaders so they all sing from the same hymn sheet. Change the party but keep the policy has been the 21st century motto so far, but now the cracks are showing honestly how long can it go on?

I am not ready to be disappointed in any area. Here is the test of faith. Things are happening, no consequences yet but I'd say some were inevitable. And what about my own world? Is that about to improve as well?