It's a long, long story. She was my friend's girlfriend in the mid 80s, and once when we went out together it seemed she was showing more interest in me than him (it was mutual believe me). She did dump him soon after so I called that one right, but as I'd known him a long time and knew he'd probably object I left it alone for over a year, then asked him if it was OK and he said yes, and I'd waited so long to ask her out she'd lost interest.
Then like all from that era I knew she got married, and some time later divorced. I still see her every few years as he's still friends with her and we both meet at his parties, but I thought she had a new boyfriend and didn't think I had a chance by now regardless. She looks just the same as she did then (as does my other married favourite I met last year after 30 years who I'd known much longer) and I have never had my feelings wear off since then for either, in fact quite the opposite.
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Does the brain create or receive consciousness?