I am sorry to hear that your father passed away. You are so fortunate to have had the love of your father for all those years and so many good memories to fall back on. When I read your post, it reminded me that a lot of people (like myself) are not close to their parents at all due to many different reasons, or don't even know who their parents are. I would give a lot to feel what you are feeling right now, because that would mean that a treasured love has been lost. Take care of yourself and look out for your mom at this sorrowful time. Think of the good things you shared with your dad and that will keep him alive in your heart.
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Wealth, taste and leisure can bring many things, but they do not bring happiness. - Winston Churchill