Amlet, it's not hard to get attached to fish or anything that you get to know and love. I've had friends attached to spiders and snakes and things that others wouldn't want to be close to, musch get attached to. But they do. Like Jo says, just get another and this one make differen't. Different color, size or personality. That's right. Even fish can have different personalities (actions, movements, etc). Especially give it a different name. You don't wnat another Freddo, you want another pet/friend.
JoJo was mistaken in that I have goldfish, I have tropical fish, but it doesn't matter (except that tropical are more expensive) because you are choosing a pet that you want.
The next post we should hear from you is that you went and got one. Goldfish aren't that expensive and are easy to maintain. Go for it girl.
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