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Ever seen a film where someone's on a mission and there are vague clues dropped in every now and then, like a treasure hunt (Terry's for example), which need to be interpreted and put together, until you reach the conclusion?
I am sure my life is turning into such a mission. I keep uncovering new patterns and information, but then presented with the next level, over and over again, never reaching the end but just being led to a greater task. I'm 53, so besides running out of energy to handle the new stuff I would like a little time to enjoy any completion while there's still enough in me to do so.
Do I believe we can have a life without problems? I only use one authority here, if Buddha says yes, I will follow it. This means nothing changes outside, but like a driver with a map if you know where you are you know where to go at every point. So although people continue to act like people do, you understand it all and do not react. That's how it works and what millions of Buddhists all aspire to, some successfully. Of course it's the greatest mission possible, and presumably the hardest as a result, but the greatest prize of all.
So I will continue to dodge the bullets, and aim to become bullet proof. The clues are around at times to point me towards each solution, but when one is applied and works it just does the same as a video game and opens a new dimension. No doubt tomorrow will be another day, if all goes well then that is the formula of success, I don't know if there is a sign 50 miles away or wherever it is, but is a day out and new places on the photo map, and when I do learn what I believe is a universal truth I then go out and share it as far and wide as a single individual can. |
Reply #1401. May 18 13, 6:46 PM
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satguru
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The system's still working with the signs, although I thought it had gone, I'd run out of others going south and thought I'd check the final sign that way in case, and found it in a hedge on Streetview. The usual enquiries got no results over the weekend, so saw it as a day out at worst, and having driven past it and seen nothing was beginning to wonder, but turned round and going the other way saw it hiding inside the hedge. Luckily it was easy to clear the branches and now completed the known signs south of London.
That's now seven more than I'd have got had I gone to Essex as I probably wouldn't have searched so hard that way or bothered to go as far as Chatham so done pretty well. This week's timetable is pretty similar to last, with Thursday being the only free one so far. I'll just trust the system now and whatever happens will get me whatever I need. He says. |
Reply #1402. May 20 13, 2:45 PM
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| lesley153
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Why not? It's working so far, isn't it? Showing you things you didn't know existed?
There was a post on facebook yesterday with a picture of a new sign, not in this country: Danger of Molotov cocktails. I'll look for it, if you missed it.
Reply #1403. May 20 13, 2:54 PM
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satguru
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It's only the last couple of years things have begun to run smoothly, and even then mainly in the road sign department, one much easier to analyse and apply the results to, but still lacking in many others. But of course if it works at all it should apply to everything, and you do need to be specific if requesting.
The signs pretty well responded to the existing plans, but as for women that's still empty, and other less tangible areas aren't exactly buzzing either so far, especially when I think of life 20-30 years ago, far from perfect but far better in certain areas. So in those ways I know exactly what I'm missing, and would certainly require angelic help to get things back or beyond where they were. Also we must never aim too low. Miracles aren't sized, a small one is just as far beyond science as a large one, so although the results look different the principle and work involved is exactly the same, so we can aim for the top and expect to get there. A shortage mentality reduces what people ask for and expect although if you look around there are other people with everything you wanted already and probably more.
So having had and lost maybe half what I'm aiming at now I'll know when I've got it, as with collections it is nice to add but besides not needing certain items to fill a gap life returns to exactly where it was before when you do. Unlike with people who are around all the time and offer company. Although it's quite normal my angel journal vanished last week although it usually stays by the computer, but they are always around assuming they exist, I don't personally know what is doing the job but it must be intelligent as it puts thoughts in my head and makes sure I get to specific places, so that would only apply to an actual being really.
I suppose as it took 50 years or so to see the system working in my favour it may take a bit longer to extend beyond, bearing in mind I had absolutely no input or control into it from the start, it just happens around me. Now I'm trying to direct it (as we are taught to do) but imagine learning to control life itself after just the small things till now. Even with help. |
Reply #1404. May 20 13, 7:55 PM
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satguru
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If I want the phone to ring (I do) just start writing a blog. Ages ago my mother asked me to list all my political ideas, and was a bit overwhelmed by the task, but last night it came to me and all arrived on a page. They all fit together from a single foundation of universal freedom and protection, and only applying government where required and otherwise not at all.
I am now beginning to find I can teach spiritual material to people and get better results than apply to myself, which I always suspected was a possibility. Although I can't get close to some of the heights I believe can be reached it seems I can help others to reach higher than I have currently reached. Maybe I will follow, especially as it would be better to actually experience the things I am claiming to take people into.
I am now free for a couple of days, and must see where the energy (literally, I need a lot to drive over 100 miles nowadays) takes me, and even after I've been to Essex will then have at least one major trip to complete my personal map. And like magic the phone rang with my first call so that's sorted. As Lesley said, I really should trust the system which has got me seven signs over four weekends in a row. Three I didn't even know existed before I looked, and the others seemed too far to bother without the additional motivation. So looking how things stand now I can clearly see what issues need sorting out next and will send out the messages to do so. |
Reply #1405. May 21 13, 1:58 PM
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| lesley153
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Well it got you a phone call, didn't it? :)
Reply #1406. May 21 13, 2:05 PM
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| veronikkamarrz
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It really sounds like you and 'Grace" are doing well. :)
Reply #1407. May 21 13, 9:47 PM
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satguru
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It got me both within ten minutes, Louise finally made it and my client called as planned. I hope it's going well with Grace, my standard experience is the more interested I become it's reduced in my target. I'm not single for nothing it seems. But I'll hang in there till the last page of the story.
Today was a random day off, the client finished for now, and my mother was too tired to have me over to sort out her computer issue. As I'd gone to bed late after taking Louise home I didn't feel like going to Essex as my mother recommended (it wasn't planned for today for more than moments) and went to pay more money in (work has its advantages) and do some shopping before my annual walk around the front gardens of Hampstead Garden Suburb to get photos of the best ones as always.
There's TV tonight among other things, plenty of housework and free tomorrow. Sunday's another Golders Green meetup, the only drawback being it's officially 6pm, although of course there's no penalty for latecomers, but a couple of hours would do me and the pub's open till 11. I can't see many people staying that long either, so will either look rude coming late again like last time or leaving early, plus there's absolutely no mention of food as I don't know if this place serves it. I'll do something to work round it all but not without offending some of the easiest offended.
Plan wise it's just Essex and one more long trip required this year, the rest being a bonus. And all guilt aside I still only did the last trip on Sunday so were it not for the fact it's best to get old road signs as soon as possible a few weeks either way isn't going to make a huge difference, especially after the last one was found over a year ago and I thought it had gone already till Friday, although the hedge had managed to hide it from any comers with evil intent. Were it not a sign absent from the collection I wouldn't even be that bothered, but it's the only one for 200 miles so can't really miss out. |
Reply #1408. May 22 13, 12:11 PM
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satguru
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There must be a greater lesson in there somewhere. One way another I was too tired to do Essex today (and yesterday actually, although I wasn't expecting it to be possible), but of course it wasn't my choice or idea to go there at all, someone found a sign there in March, and normally I'd never have bothered but it's one I don't have. Combine the last few weeks I've only had a couple of possible days to go as I've been working so hardly my problem if I'm not always able to do something, especially after driving 100 miles or so every weekend for a month already.
I was going to do the washing up when I got back but my cleaner now has the key and found her daughters here when I got in but would only have been the easier stuff. She's not well for the first time she's been coming and hope she's ok. The other reason I'm conserving my energy is for Sunday's pub meetup, it's quite a shlep to get to from where I'll be but can't miss it especially as someone has come all the way from Israel to meet us. The first one I met someone who did the same from Spain so you have to take these rare chances while you can.
Plenty of TV tonight and no washing up, but I will put the washing machine on at least, Grace is actually doing the same as me as she's so worried about her appointment with the embassy she's cutting down on other things as well. There are other jobs I can do as well so the main thing is not to be wasting the free time altogether. Having other people around the house would divert my attention as it did in the past, otherwise it means you have to constantly come up with ideas when there's nothing much going on. |
Reply #1409. May 23 13, 12:58 PM
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It never rains, it pees down, and the day before the meetup (fine in itself but potentially far too long for comfort) Carole has promised she is coming (as far as she can) tomorrow as well. In itself I'll cope now I've got her on the leash and with the bonus of a free tea voucher we are going to the garden centre even if she falls on the floor screaming. But I'd rather not.
If anyone watches Not Going Out (on tonight) the extremely sweet and attractive Daisy reminds me somewhat of Grace, both in appearance and childlike innocence, except Grace is really like that, 'nuff said. If I could swap the personalities around and keep the original box it would be a good prospect. I don't know how many people I offend with my shaky comparisons but I got blocked twice in as many minutes on twitter last night so still got it.
Then the letter came for the dental checkup and separate paid visit to the hygienist (it's meant to be on the NHS but they haven't got time there) which will fit in nicely after the weekend ahead, and more gardening at my mum Tuesday if I can get there in time to return home for my work booking, which is questionable. Of course Essex is going to be on the cards till my spine withers away (I'm 5'5" now, imagine me at 80 having lost a few more inches) or they remove the sign, but have been there before so can go there again. Besides another booking on Friday the rest of the week is free so far so fingers crossed.
One nice moment was after a request months ago from my mother to write down all my political ideas in one list, it finally came to me last week and did, and she actually agrees with most of them. My parents are like college examiners, if they approve of anything anyone writes it's good. That went for my 12 page or so expose of climate fraud, which my father said could be a PhD thesis. Like my late grandpa, for either to say that is almost as hard as getting one in reality. Basically if it's crap they all say so, and like Simon Cowell you trust them as they know.
Now for the spiritual stuff. Bearing in mind I never asked for it the angels or guides have consistently got me to road signs I'd never have even driven to on my own devices, I'm not a part of the equation. I didn't use formulas to call them and describe exactly how I'd feel if I got them (the official method, I have the DVD), so now I'd like them to get me a woman, some published writing and another friend locally for starters, as I didn't ask for the signs will they now extend their clear help from a single area elsewhere? Although it happens all the time here it's still odd my journal vanished a couple of weeks ago although it rarely leaves this room. There isn't really anywhere left to look so few places I can go to find it. I am now seeing small interventions to get me other things and learn a few lessons, but just around the fringes so far. I don't want to cheat the system and am taught they are the system so can't cheat when we connect with them, we just mustn't abuse the power which I don't intend to. That's basically not trying to change anyone else's life getting what you want or show off, that's pretty well it. And as I've worked for the great majority of what I have now besides donations from the family I wouldn't really mind getting other things on a plate to appreciate them just as much. So I still have at least as many questions as answers, and one request Carole misses tomorrow, I need the energy for the next day. |
Reply #1410. May 24 13, 6:10 PM
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