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Subject: We are many

Posted by: Jazmee27
Date: Jun 20 20

Hey. We have DID, which stands4Dissociative Identity Disorder. our system name is now the sanctuary hope system. &we have a cluster group (mostly comprising infants&toddlers--an army of them) named Legion (a small portion of the group splintered off2become Rogue Legion... these are folks stuck in destructive ways&past beliefs detrimental2the whole. some people might consider how we live our lives2b detrimental, since we dont attend therapy or take medication (there is no treatment4DID, only the symptoms of comorbid disorders).

DID used2b called MPD (Multiple Personality Disorder); that's outdated, since DID isnt a personality disorder. &we dont care4the term alters, since we see ourselves as people (some systems say parts, &that's fine&good4them; however we prefer folks or Legion.

Hikarumichi is leader of sanctuary hope system, &Osanu is leader of Legion. if we sign a name at the bottom of the post, it indicates who wrote the post. if someone wants2call attention2a specific person in this head, simply write the name of that person. otherwise, whoever fronts next will try2answer any questions yu might have, or continue whatever convo was already started, etc.

sometimes, we get passionate about things, or carried away with emotion. we'r trying2do better, since this has cost us 2friendships with fellow DID/DDNOS systems.

- Legion

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Reply #61. Jul 20 20, 4:49 AM

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Reply #62. Jul 21 20, 2:25 PM

OK
thanks for explaining

Reply #63. Jul 21 20, 4:51 PM

7system members2add2total

judgyn from the names, they were dormants

7 in2days

Rukia, Adrien, Rin, Yukio, Satan, Archangel Michael, Osano

Victoryn's "new" as well (new just means either new2front or new2system)

Sydney havyn trouble adjustyn2system life

Reply #64. Jul 21 20, 4:57 PM

ordered groceries despite spendin $350last time (2weeks ago)

forgot order cereal&snack items (healthier options like nutrigrain bars&ccrackers, though we did let the littles get some candy)

yesterday we order 2salads, 2subs, melon salad®ular fruit salad, shepherd's pie, chicken&gravy over noodles, chicken dinners, raspberry tapioca, loaded potato salad (otherwise known as bacon-and-cheese potato salad), a fruit refresher we gonna try

today we had2talk2a different person2take our order

&Minnrebecca has a cold, so hasnt worked the past2days; she was here Saturday2cut our toenails despite not feelyn well, &she brought the bird food she bought&refilled the bag we use

Saturday started another heat wave

nights can b so hot that we barely feel the AC, &our bed is right next2the vents)

when we put in the order today, shopper called back with questions:
they didnt have blueberry granola bars that were chewy, so we told her2get nutri grain
they have peanut butter chewy granola bars, but they got marshmellows in2 (not sure if we like those but we gonna find out)

Reply #65. Jul 21 20, 5:07 PM

had someone new deliver groceries

gonna have2stretch out the mask straps... they keep fallin off our ears after so long, &then it hurts our ears2put them on again (breathing's never been an issue... first time we wore this one, it felt like it was pokyn us in the eye)

both straps came off while Faith was here deliverin groceries (afternoon)

Alyn had2call in&ask4a time frame... &if they couldnt give us one, at least have someone give us a call back so we knew when2expect them

later, Suzy called from downstairs cos one of the neighbors is complainin about us makyn noise again&she called2ask if we had lost a tennis ball on our walker (we had lost one but hadnt realized it)

Reply #66. Jul 22 20, 3:34 PM

we were right we like the raspberry tapioca more than the lime tapioca

Reply #67. Jul 22 20, 3:36 PM

got more reading material (better known as magazines)

including the following story titles:
- Museum Quality by Ron Riley
- The Silent Man by Denzil Mayrick
- Swatch by Eley Williams
- Granaby by Brandon Hobson

Reply #68. Jul 22 20, 8:18 PM

Took bath. Amy arrives around1to clean. $25 an hour.

Reply #69. Jul 23 20, 8:44 AM

stupyd weak body

hurt left wrist last night

back messed up again

legs hurt

not want cleanyn lady come coz no want move

Reply #70. Jul 23 20, 8:59 AM

cleaning lady called around 12:30 to say she'd b up shortly. she actually lives here. even though she spent a bit over an hour here, she only charged us 4 1hour. before she started cleaning, I asked her 2 cover the birdcage coz I didnt know how strong the cleaner would be; judgin from the way my eyes feel, I'd say that was a very good call (sometimes there is pressure behind the eyes due 2 programmin, yet sometimes it more the familiar sting of allergies... that stuff overlaps I think, perhaps. anyhow, surprisingly breathing was fine&I think it was coz we had the mask on (the straps fell off once or twice though... so my head is kinda sloshyn around. it better than it would b had I not had the AC on, though--no way would I open a window coz they callin 4 storms. can now finish readin short stories. can wash the dishes2 (cleaning lady took our recyclin next door before puttyn the bin where it goes).think we need a nap ~Alyn

Reply #71. Jul 23 20, 12:49 PM

there battle2see who gets2lead Rogue Ones. sadly... it between Satan&Jeremy. I word it like this cos whoever lose the match... will no longer exist. *sigh* I want2forbid this... however, I know if I do the war will just escalate. there's an uneasy truce upon learnyn I 'm warlord.l.. Lone Ones have no love4me&yet they respect me. so they backed down&are no longer engaging in their reign of terror. they wish2. I can tell. yet there that desire2"please the master," which ironicly means both master/mistress puppet program & master of Legions (the warlord)--&those two might just b contradictory. how 's that4irony? coz master/mistress don 't care so long as "the investment" is preserved in some way; doesnt mean "the investment" has2b whole. he or she would find it hilarious2watch us fight amongst each other&destroy each other; I b liike... no. not want sick "investment" (anyhow I 'm part of said "investment" so why would I want2make myself sick? that don 't even make sense. geez just tie me in knots unravelyn nonexistent logic). gotta say I 'm glad Lone Wolves picked Thanados2lead them. that way he can keep the Netherworld from encroachin on our home more easily... I mean it provide incentive2ensure he do his utmost (not that he wasn 't already). hmmmmmmmmm... somethin just occurred2me: I think some of those hostage situations were not2necessarily prevent Osanu from leadin, just2keep him from leadin Legion (in other words, maybe some wanted him2lead Lone Wolves instead... course, there were also those who didnt want him leadin any group. &some just wanted2assimilate Legion... not sure anymore which of those was my intention. so much has changed&I can 't understand who I was before). ~Alyn

Reply #72. Jul 23 20, 12:52 PM

Lone Wolves want me2lead them ~Thanados

Reply #73. Jul 23 20, 12:53 PM

Alyn:

I 'm just gonna ramble4a little

discussin programmin... &modifyin from post on FB...

I figured out a connection we all forgot about&that was why "warlord" sounded so familiar2me... it 's a title used in the trilogy we relistenin2 (THIS TRILOGY HAS MAJOR PROGRAMMING PARALLELS/IMPLICATIONS).

warlords would b the ones who can control the puppet programs--so there would b both one or more outside the system as well as the same number inside--&I think I one of the inside ones... rather than just bein a commander. warlord is below master/mistress&higher than commander... meaning the worlord cab also control the commander.

I hate the thought of there bein any form of hierarchy in here; doesn 't change anythin. that some of us seem content2ignore it may b y Satan is so livid. &we got an explanation4y he won 't just state his name is Lucifer or somethin... cos we already have a Lucien (&Satan says that2him Lucifer&Lucien sound too similar. he already doesn 't like that we have certain names that are only one letter difference... &very similar pronunciations coz of that).

as4"timelord," we think that 's Thanados (though Dr Three has this time bending ability so some wonder why he isn 't it).

not sure... maybe there are 2 warlords&2timelords. if that 's possible (&Thanados is like, y me coz I already am a gatekeeper). well as2that question I wonder somethin similar about the warlord thing... we all hate programmin but some of us despise it with a passion... whereas others are more like well it here&that 's that.

there are Tribunes in the trilogy; they the ones pullin the puppet strings. in one passage, righe the Proxy comes "back" to himself&says, "did I miss something?" that passage has2meanings4us: first, there 's a parallel with DID in general. second, that 's how the tertiary puppet program is4those who have2answer2that (other level of puppet program, they know what bein done with their bodies while it bein done... they just can 't break that level of coercion; tertiary level, they more like mindless minions who not even aware where they goin or what they doin. we know it has2b the tertiary level coz it 's more covert... insidious piece of shyt programmin&that b the1we gotta break. break that layer... reroute it or reshape it or whatever, &the whole thing would work different... or not at all. just, we not really know how2).

due2his sleeper program, Osanu has tertiary level puppet program "active" or running. anyone could essentially order him2do xyz&he 'd have2do it with no awareness that he 's doing it (except that paradoxicly since he 's aware of the program 's existance then he 's aware regardless whether it 's surface or tertiary level--we know this coz it used2b more surface layer. as it became tertiary layer, then the fog became thicker; he 's been fighting though&the result is that he knows what 's happenyn. we don 't know which is worse... havyn2answer "commands" without bein aware&havyn glassy look--how Gavril responds2ppuppet program still... &same with Chad--although sometimes he can sorta b made2b partially aware--&havin total awareness but bein powerless2stop it. I 'm watchin Osanu struglyn with functynin again... on account of this&other programs).

Reply #74. Jul 23 20, 1:03 PM

my turn to ramble...

I feel rather depressed by what we just learned (although it's nothing new, just a rearranging of info)

Osano reminded us the 9 kingdoms&8planets we tried writing stories about when we were younger are all our programming...

disturbingly, in writing the lists, we find there are only6planets (we'v already establishedthat6is a bad number)

what the feck is the significance of 9? we know there is one... a big one

as in, 6,7&9 are all program numbers

when I'v done the lockdown levels, I'v avoided 9as well as other numbers. tell me why. cos Im missin somethin crucial.

&... we firmed up what warlord is. it's "master of the combined legions."

meanin, technicly, Alyn does own me.

2his, "I don 't want2own anyone," I pointed out that he needs to ensure he keeps his position cos there are those *cough coug Satan cough cough* who would jump at the chance to rush in and subjugate the rest of us through usurpin Alyn's position

Timelord = Manipulator of the Netherworld (which is why Dr Three isnt it). again, there are those other than Thanados who could/would hope to use that power (Thanados doesnt want to hurt anyone, anyone else I could name who wants to use Netherworld powers does). I never asked to lead Legion, and have begged them *not* to pick me. however, they want me (we have a problem now... who is the leader of Lone Wolves if Alyn is leader of all the groups?)

as main host/protector, mother Hikarumichi is still lead3er of the main system. she just falls under the rule of the Warlord as well (I guess what this info does is make the situation a bit more clear as to what the war's about).

sanctuary hope system is comprised of, other than Netherworld:
1. Realms of Nightmares (divided into two, a surface and tertiary realm)
2. the realm of torment (program structures like our torture devices&meat factory are located there) *shudder*
3. Sanctuary Land (these are the sanctuary program structures)
the Realm of Torment can be subdivided to comprise the planet Matrena with its 9 kingdoms:
1. Eschodria (kingdom of mercy)
2. Midochotria (kingdom of mercy)
I should note here that 1&2, as well as the other "light" kingdoms, have either been completely covered by darkness or are very close to it
3. Skenovrana (kingdom of darkness)
4. Euglovya (kingdom of despair)
5. Stinokia (kingdom of torture or tortureville)
6. Scenoria (kingdom of justice)
a misnomer if ever I heard one; same 4 the next one
7. Sentoria (kingdom of hope)
8. Ervosa (kingdom of light)
it's the smallest one
9. Megondria (kingdom of love)
otherwise known as a fecking joke (1 & 2 qualify as well)
*realm of nightmares* comprise the remaining 5 planets:
Artekra, Mnoibrvana, Qirynse, Xynor (where another version of the meat factory is located), and Zinnacra
all very dark places
and it disturbs us that we lost 2 planets over the years
(netherworld is apparently separate from all of the others)
"Time is different there" is all Thanados will say about it... and Im like, we already knew that

- Osanu

Reply #75. Jul 23 20, 1:07 PM

I could of course start purgyn the system of "undesirables." if I do that though I become the big bad meanie I don 't want2b. *sigh* now I know how Osanu felt (&feels) &also how Hikarumichi does when consideryn these things. Thanados has also talked about this, although he (as a death god) don 't care if his reputation is as "the big bad one." so perhaps I should delegate those tasks2him. perhaps that 's a way I can resolve this Rogue Group Problem we have (coz Hikarumichi, though she 's capable, isn 't willyn 2 eliminate anyone). which is why the threats 2 the system fell 2 Osanu 2 do somethin about them despite not beyn the main. I feel uncomfortable doyn it now I 'm on the other side... even though as warlord AI could easily & my word would b law no matter if it the main system, the kingdoms, realms of nightmare, etc, Lone Wolves or Legion. so if I say Thanados even though leader of Lone Wolves is also the one to mete out "punishments" or "purge the system," or I could make a team of it (small group really--Thanados, Kali, Kritanta and Abaddon--seeing as those 4 have names with similar meanins). ~Alyn

Reply #76. Jul 23 20, 1:20 PM

whose heard of the "friendship paradox"?

it says: "your friends in a social network on average have more friends than you"

this is the reason gatherins are bein limited (though theres been no real rationale here cos there has2b a balancin act)

"Getting the number right is crucial. Too large and you don't control the epidemic. Too small, and people's lives and livelihoods may be upended for insufficient bbenefit."

quoted from Science News

- Hikarumichi

Reply #77. Jul 23 20, 1:22 PM

anyone heard of thirdhand smoke?

if not dont worry cos neither had we before last night

we read this in our science magazine:

you know how those smoke particles from your smoker partner get into your hair&clothes? how when you're walkin around, others are smellin this on you?

those particles are called thirdhand smoke

this is why when I used2sleep over at nana's, when I would go home aI'd take a bath&wash my hair&put my clothes in the wash cos everythin reeked

this shYt gets tracked into furniture, etc. (so there actually is logic in what "smoker lady" was sayin, although she took it2a ridiculous level by claimyn her furniture was smokyn)

countertops... that shYt's gonna absorb your tobacco particles&whatever

theres actually research bein done here

- Hikarumichi

Reply #78. Jul 23 20, 1:25 PM

Inspired by a short story:

Time to Relax

You work too hard. Unwind; take better care of yourself. Forgetting your name, osing yourself, is a sign; do not ignore this. Your children and husband adore you. Your coworkers... All they care about is that you work. Do something that relaxes you, rather than nonstop business.

I wonder if Nick told Karen about you. And you did a pretty good job with Veronica. I wonder, though, what Olivia thinks now her dinner companion has gone. As for Max, I think he enjoyed his little game. Most important thing, however, is that you remembered your name. I do hope Veronica's new scent is as successful as she hopes it will be. Interesting choice, champagne and marshmellows.

Reply #79. Jul 23 20, 1:29 PM

another peaceful day with Buddy Bird

"peaceful" means no visitors

we prefer bein alone

yet folks say, "you need get out more."

we kynda sorta thank the pandemic cos now no one hound us 2 interact with people in "the real world"

"real wold" is relative n scary

Reply #80. Jul 25 20, 7:16 PM

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